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Wilt

by Secondhaven

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1.
Wilt 00:58
2.
Dahlia 02:48
Dahlia Fixing all the damage we've all caused Giving all you've got to give Trying to find a way to give back to you You watched me grow up I watched you grow old And I hate to see you withering away Dahlia, you're wilting away Leaving only traces and marks you've made You dug your roots into the hearts of others You dug your roots and left your marks in our hearts You left a mark in our hearts With all the care in the world Through all the hardships of life All alone you raised a garden full of love You're withering away to nothing Yet you're everything You gave us everything Life takes so many things from you It bleeds you dry until you're left with nothing Live to the fullest until the detriment of your physical being and your memories will surpass your time You'll be remembered You'll be remembered for years to come The roots you dug into our hearts have grown into beautiful flowers You'll be remembered With all the care in the world Through all the hardships of life All alone you raised a garden full of love You're withering away to nothing Yet you're everything You gave us everything Everything fades And everything wilts away The love that you gave us your marks still remain The family you've raised lives on with your memory You'll be remembered for years to come You'll be remembered You'll be remembered for years to come You'll be remembered
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Suffocate 02:37
I'm backed into a corner And angst is at the other end I seek a place to finally lay to rest Mend and forget What's it like to be happy Cause that's all I want to be What's it like to not forcefully make it through the week? I'm stuck inside a reoccurring nightmare Wake me up Please wake me up I'm in a room full of people and everyone has made mistakes But no one should be made of mistakes and that's all I've grown to be My mistakes have made me I can't seem to figure out what's wrong with me but I've found a sense of comfort in seclusion My thoughts always get the best of me I've been to busy treading in the past Reliving all of my mistakes Running down an endless path I feel as if the world is out to get me, suffocate me I fucking hate what I've become Plagued by my past but I will never succumb To insecurities My insecurities If sanity means feeling everything then I'd rather not feel at all I'm in a room full of people and everyone has made mistakes But no one should be made of mistakes and that's all I've grown to be My mistakes have made me
4.
Fade 03:31
After all this time you'd think that maybe I'd end up fine Two years has been and the truth is you never actually left my mind Memories of us replay over and over again inside my head Some say time heals a wound but the memories stay instead I fade away I'm drifting into a void Something I've never felt before Tears shed countless thoughts of you and I lead to sleepless nights and when I finally lay my heavy mind Your face haunts my dreams A war inside my mind A world where our love is still relevant A romance like no other Something so elegant I often ask myself if it was me but I already know it wasn't I know it wasn't I cherish the times we spent I remember the smile I wore It burns like hell to know I wasn't what you were searching for Where have you gone? You were everything I ever wanted Everything I needed You kept me sane I'm not the same You're in my thoughts Inside my brain your voice drives me insane You're forever gone Forever gone but never forgotten
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Disdain 02:13
Father Father to none Everything you've said and done Left and abandoned Flesh and blood You turned your back on your own son Another hopeless man Destroyed by addiction Another broken boy Deprived of joy A burden cast aside What am I? What am I in your eyes? Father, when you wanted in What made you think it would be that simple? I've seen it all I know the truth A lack of love Like father like son When I turned my back on you I didn't feel a thing Making the same mistakes forgetting the ones you ought to love When you're dead and gone Will you regret everything that you threw away I bruised my knees praying for my fathers return Left behind You imbecile You worthless fool Looks like addictions got the best of you No ones around You're all alone now I feel no sympathy In the guilt I hope you fucking drown Flesh and blood Like father like son
6.
Masquerade 03:24
Time and time again I'm left abandoned shattered alone I've lost all hope I faked a smile I faked my courage I faked a sense of hope Look at me for who I really am Not for what you thought I'd be I've grown too good at masking all my flaws I never met your expectations and I never will Look at me for who I really am One by one I watched them leave I watched them turn their backs on me I was never worth it I was never worth their fucking time Leave me behind Discard me like the waste I am Leave me behind I faked a sense of hope Look at me for who I really am Not for what you thought I'd be I've grown too good at masking all my flaws I never met your expectations and I never will Look at me for who I really am For years I've had everything I love slowly disappear At times it gets the best of me Why must everything I hold dearly leave me as if it were nothing? I'm left to face the world alone Everyone I've ever loved has failed me I'm left to face the world alone The ones who claimed to love me have faded away, like the hope that's left inside of me I watched the faces disappear while I stay behind I'd rather face this in my own I'm broken but this is who I am This is who I'll always be This is who I'll always be
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Release 00:54

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released March 1, 2016

Mixed and Mastered by Kieran Krebs
Artwork designed by Anthony Sky Walker of Delta Options

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